personafication of a concept in fluid form

first it was pictures of rocks

(actually first it was collecting rocks- fossils artifacts and such
but really that was more about trying to feed myself to a mountain lion
though that didn't work
I did kind of die and an eagle stole my hat
then I bought a camera
now we're back at the beginning...)

then it was the sky
and the sky
and....sky
and then it became a sign of psychological issues
but that's another story

lately though I've noticed long empty roads appearing in my photos
(by the way I don't really plan out my shots
one the reasons I have a hard time responding to compliments
I really feel the part I play in these captures is minimal
as flailing about with my camera and the general idea of up
not quite constituting the full range of an artistic endeavor
with no preset notion of result)

.....and nooow I've lost it
I had some question in mind
now lost in mind
forgot where I was going....happens a lot
worse when I'm driving
"I don't believe this is the place I was going when I left wherever I had been..."

I think I need to talk to people more often

...have you ever wondered if you were dieing or if it was just fall
living outside the constraints of any type of societal order
one becomes attuned to a different rhythm
a connectedness derived of solitude
I'm not always sure if I'm feeling my emotions...
or the environments

and this is probably why I don't talk to people more often

anyway
thank you out there
for being there
while I'm still here