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Consequently I strive to forget, I walk in our cities of iron and fire, I smile bravely at the night,
I hail the storms, I shall be faithful. I have forgotten, in truth: active and deaf, henceforth.
But perhaps some day, when we are ready to die of exhaustion and ignorance, I shall be able to disown our garish tombs
and go and stretch out in the valley, under the same light, and learn for the last time what I know.
-Camus
To the man I love
to the beating heart who never speaks louder than a whisper
To soul who holds my hand, quietly, at night
In the stardust particles,
Inside black holes,
In rays of reflected starlight,
I can feel your presence wavering farther and farther away
Hardly do I know you, but yet, I know you better than I know myself
Drifting far apart in these last days
Last days is how they feel
Lack of speech, party I feel to push me away
Shelter me
Protect me
As if how hurt will I be if you’re not there
Last days is how they feel
For my own good is this-
for lack of speech,
or the lack of knowing how
To the man I love
Whose beating heart seems to get quieter and quieter in my souls ear
In the heart who’s trying so hard to hear
It is difficult
Oh so very hard to hear nowadays
Strong and swift, or weak and slow
I’d rather be at a snails pace than no pace at all
At least the snails pace hurts
Aches
Make one know that at least you’re living.
At least you know how to feel.
Makes one know that life is still inside you yet.
These stardust particles cloud my eyes
Tunnel vision even in the darkest of nights
These what I call black holes of the mind
Where I forget how to think
breathe,
walk,
see,
how to live.
These black holes that make me float utop the air to light and free
Only to bring me down, this time very heavily
Reflected in the starlight is a ray of hope
Or the lack there of
Sometimes I forget what hope looks like
But in this ray, or whatever it may be, I can feel you there
Being indecisive about me.
Restless
careful
wild and entrapt
closed doors
Open air
wish to fly high and free
I do not fear the hight
I do not fear to fall
If there were no place to land
I would not fear at all
So fall shall I
and hope to God I never land