time must have a stop

Time must have stopped
Because I've gone nowhere
Done nothing
That trip I went on
One so long ago
So far away
But only a few days
Only right outside my heart
Time must have stopped
Because everything is so slow
The days pass like slugs
Waiting for that perfect moment
That'll never come
I took off my shoes
Hung up my coat
And said "I'll wait it out"
But it seems forever I've been waiting
Time must have stopped
Because all is repeating
The same misery
The same love
The same happiness
Hide under the blanket will I?
Most definitely- I'll wait it out
Till my bones turn to dust
My breath burns to ash
Till the last drop of warmth and love in my heart drips out
And that sliver of ice in my soul takes over.
Because that's what it always does...